Am I in love? Do I really like him? do I EVEN like him? Pleashe help!?

You have a crush on him. But let me tell you, if you anything were to happen between the two of you and it doesnt work out...you are going to end up loosing a wonderful friend. You are not going to be as close with him or even close at all. Even if you were to tell him and he doesnt feel that way that would make it be awkward too. It all depends on how he acts towards you. I think for now you should just appreciate the fact that he has been such a good friend for so long and let it be until both of you come up with a mutual decision. GOOD LUCK!!!!:)~